Last night I had such a happy dream... I dreamt about having another baby! I sometimes do have these types of dreams, but they usually just make me more sad. Last night's was different. I was in the hospital and obviously had another c-section because I hadn't seen my baby yet.. I can see myself walking to the baby nursery bed, and I got to pick the baby up. It was a boy! I really felt the overwhelming love! I looked at him and saw all Brandon. He was wearing a small breathing tube but it wasn't anything critical. I remember holding him and having Brandon next to me and all my family in the room with smiles in their face. I woke up smiling! It felt so real! One day... I just cannot wait until that day comes around!
